i am feeling no small amount of dread about going in to work tomorrow and the next day. there will be tomorrow one party of 27 and one of 19 at the same time and some kind of even more absurdly high numbers on friday, and i am having so much trouble just being out and holding my head up for too long without feeling a need to close my eyes or rest or also some kind of incredible mysterious pain in my stomach, which is ever-present. i am so afraid that i am going to drop scalding heavy plates on peoples heads or laps, and i don't know what to do because that is the only thing we have to serve. i think my boss cameron will also be concerned and conscientious. we will have to see how it goes.
tonight i said goodbye to rosalia and then went to a christmas carol, and i was so spent by the end of it that i actually spent needless money on a taxi for an often-walked distance home because i just couldn't do it. i guess it wasn't at all needless really.
anyway i really need to lie down. i'm sorry i still haven't written you emails. you know who i mean. i saw a bunch of my friends recently and took some pictures, so i updated my photo website with a few - check the "view around town" album which is for all things edinburgh.
i really need to get better.
goodnight.
edit: 12/22 my boss gave me the day off to get better for tomorrow, when it is really important. i will try my best, have no doubt.
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4 comments:
go back to the doctors. if you are too sick then don't work.
pa
rest.
that first anonymous wasnt me.
not that it's as important as i am nuerotic about my anonymity.
still my 2 cents are just the same.
eat, sleep, read, rest.
hope you're feeling better soon and that your christmas is merry/happy.
iiixxxiii
sorry you're sick..not fun when you're far from home. Love your site. Merry Christmas
Aunt Carol
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